I had a "Giant Cavernous Aneurysm" behind my left eye. I went to Dallas for surgery and it was killed...however post op my eye is unresponsive. It is if I am looking out of a steamy shower door. Some days it is better than others. Please pray that my sight will be restored. God has been putting words on my heart that I feel I must put on paper. The following thoughts are those I feel that the Lord is speaking to me lately. Enjoy.

July 11, 2005

Baby Steps

“Baby steps down the hall. Baby steps into the elevator. Baby steps out of the elevator.”

Do you remember the movie, “What about Bob?” Bill Murray was a complete freak, and was unable to go out into public without a Kleenex in his hand for doorknobs, and shaking hands, etc. He had to give himself pep talks just to enter an elevator and walk down a sidewalk, avoiding each crack along the way.

There are days that I feel like Bob. My faith walk is limited in scope. I am physically, spiritually and mentally spent. The thought of taking more than that one little step is enough to send me over the edge. I have just enough faith to walk that one little baby step that day.

I think God’s alright with baby steps. He gives us the example of providing a lamp unto our feet and light unto our path. Baby light. He didn’t hand each of us search lights to carry around to illuminate the next mile of our path. He instead hands us a lantern that will guide our next step only.

So, as an encouragement, I want to tell you when you are at the end of your proverbial faith rope, hold on. Ask the Lord for one more day of manna. The Israelites did, and He listened. Don’t hoard up your bread or you’ll be eating maggots by morning. One day…that’s all He asks.

“Baby steps to the feet of my Savior. Baby steps to believe He provides manna for me and my family today. Baby steps to believe You, oh God, will rescue me. Amen.”

When you find yourself here, if it’s all you can do, take a baby step, believing that He will do what He has promised you.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

That's hilarious....and TRUE! I was just talking about Baby Steps yesterday. It's all I've got - some days - and it's good enough for my God, too. Important thing I'm learning is, "Just keep moving....one step at a time...like a horse with collic... lay down and you die...keep walking and you live." Isaiah 30:21 says, "Whether you turn to the right or the left, you will hear a voice behind you saying, "This is the Way, walk in it." Now, if we could just TRUST that.
love ya, bro.....Wes

9:30 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks for your blog. I needed this one especially. I am at the end of my faith rope for sure. But actually finding the desire to hang on and take a baby step is the problem. I think sometimes it would be easier to just let go and drop. Then you inspire me - my problem is not near as serious as what you are going through. I am just a whiny baby content to crawl when I need to just get up and take another step.

9:00 AM

 

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